SPOTLIGHT -
November 15th 2024
"I say Good Morning! and he studies me in my white coat, like skin lesion he has seen only once in a textbook."
November 13th 2024
"After each lap around the circular hall the aides smile, Hello Doctor!"
November 8th 2024
"The national day had dawned."
November 1st 2024
"I am overtired, Of the great harvest I myself desired."
October 25th 2024
"...a falling man falling beside a falling apple could also be described as an apple and a man at rest..."
Practicing My Scales
When I learned my first scale at 45 I knew I would never rip loose and free like the pros who started as teenagers, when time didn’t matter and practicing was just another form of play.
How a Psychiatrist Writes a Poem
I begin by remembering my hours as a patient and Freud’s “Fundamental Rule”: Say Whatever Comes to Mind...
Frozen in Fear: On Treating PTSD
We do not have to set time aside to do something that helps validate our experience, while simultaneously coping with it. The lesson expressed in this psychiatry resident's poem.
Lunch Break at a Residential School
When I’m hungry, I love to stroll past the campus barnyard and visit the colorful, caged characters who live, like me...
The Empire of Alcohol
The frayed dignity of the patient described in this poem, his intelligence matched by the inexplicable intransigence of his alcoholism, moved this VA psychiatrist to describe the clinical encounter, apropos for April, Alcohol Awareness Month.
Psychiatrist Baseball Cards
I’d love to create a new set every year, our glossy portraits on one side, caduceus in the corner, honors, cure rates, and publications on the back...
First Impressions: Rorschach Test
What is your first impression of this ink blot?
Psychotherapy and Sculpture: A Rewarding New Life
In the process of both psychotherapy and sculpture, this psychiatrist discovered there is potential for an exciting and rewarding life. Here, a representative piece from his collection.
Words Heal: Coping With Cancer
When a full-time writer's husband was diagnosed with cancer, she found writing poetry helped her cope. She guessed that others would, like her, find their experiences with cancer best expressed through poetry. So began The Cancer Poetry Project.
Data Point
Three years deep in despair, he’s swallowed every pill I prescribed...
X-Ray Vision
Under the V of her cashmere sweater, sacs of silicone sag in tangled scar, their arc of cleavage a triumph...
Doctor Dumpling
If I could be edible, I would want to be a steamed vegetable dumpling, pure white like my doctor’s coat…
Modern Medieval Artist Poetry
While I watch the artist paint, I imagine him in the time of plague crafting a portrait of a Medico della Peste, a Plague Doctor wearing an ibis-like mask...
Suicide Rates
In the graph, bands of color recede like mountain silhouettes drawn by a child...
Royal Blue
I never take calls when I'm with a patient, except today when the phone rings from Boston-liver mets on his scan, biopsy tomorrow...
Fathers of Only Children
After all the encores at Tanglewood, the only music left is September’s song of crickets scraping their legs for mates...
Moonrise, Tanglewood
The sharp steel wall of the concert hall encloses the melody and wounds the summer sky, a soft yellow glow gathering before moonrise...
Late Last Night
Outside, the bluestone patio warmed my bare feet, and I smelled Casablanca lilies and honeysuckle we planted last spring.
Favorite Patient
Before I knew much psychiatry I met his angry stare in the ER, a homeless man with a three day beard...
Prayer
We climbed concrete ramps from the subway’s underground world, up to the grandstand and my first vision of heaven...
Assertiveness Training
spring-time territory, raucous and free as a New Orleans . . . trumpet, my patient locked-in to the wild tune
Atheist With a Poet’s Heart
But old colleagues said . . . the holocaust made him an atheist with a poet’s heart, . . . a Jew who loved to stand and chant David’s psalms
Ape With the Bone
I pictured him at his waiting room door . . . clutching a chart, catching eyes, . . . calling out a name, bewildered
The Trees of New Jersey
Here's to the lovely trees of Jersey, my home . . . town streets lined with linden and larch, . . . poplar and elm, flowered locusts scenting
Takotsubo Cardiomyopathy
I'm reviewing a left ventriculography from a man with chest pain, MI ruled out, his wife dead for a post-crash hour...
Einstein’s Happiest Moment (Podcast)
Einstein's happiest moment revealed.
Occupational Hazards
Needle sticks and night call, Hep B burrowing skin, bad smells, deep wounds, death, dying, dead wood...
Sharp-Shinned Hawk
Two yellow feathers and a skull. . . drop from the sky and fall on the brown . . . scar of trail, a sharp-shinned hawk
Wounds (Podcast)
Each wound speaks its own language.
A Headlong Act of Love (Podcast)
A poetry reading by psychiatrist Richard Berlin, MD.