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Understanding addiction through new, creative lenses can offer a fresh perspective.
POETRY FOR INCLUSION
Promote each other
Bard’s thoughts percolate often
Narratives flourish
I recently was introduced to Courtney Madeira by a mutual friend. Courtney is a kindred spirit and fellow poet who has a passion for storytelling. She recently shared a poignant piece, “Blue-Gray,” that resonated with me. I witness firsthand the daily struggles my patients with substance use disorders face. Addiction is a debilitating illness that has deleterious effects on the health of our nation. Furthermore, it can impact the individual suffering from the illness as well as their interpersonal relationships.
“Blue-Gray” is a palpable narrative that illuminates the importance of continued advocacy and support for a population that is often stigmatized and longing to be understood.
I am thankful for opportunity to share Courtney’s talents with a diverse audience. I embolden us to continue to seek understanding and perspective through the power of stories.
Blue-Gray
Courtney Madeira
Dense and wet like
New cement or humidity
Under the storm
You form and then
Solidify like an addict’s
Bad habits…
Once true, once as the ocen
You muddies your color
With lies and
Cocaine and Katamine
Adderall, Xanax, and
Too much alcohol
I miss the you
You used to be before
You started cutting everything
With cheap excuses
And misplaced intentions to
Do better next time
We’re watching you die
Insisting your fine with
Line after line…
I wish I could beliee you.
Thick smudge on
Tear-stained journal
Blue-gray as your lips
In my nightmares where
Apathies stole you too soon.
Dr Clark is associate professor at the University of South Carolina School of Medicine - Greenville and medical director and division chief for Adult Inpatient and Consult-Liaison Services for the Department of Psychiatry and Behavioral Medicine at Prisma Health - Upstate. He served on the American Psychiatric Association’s Task Force to Address Structural Racism Throughout Psychiatry, and he currently serves as the Diversity and Inclusion section editor and advisory board member for Psychiatric TimesTM.