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Many patients carry the burden of sexual assault and related trauma.
POETRY FOR INCLUSION
As a psychiatrist I have the privilege of hearing my patients’ narratives. Many of them have a history of sexual trauma and have not disclosed it to family or friends. This may be due to shame and/or fear of not being validated. I also have had friends and family members confide in me as it relates to their history of being sexually assaulted.
I decided to write the following poem as a way to further illuminate the impact trauma can have on the mind, body, and spirit. Furthermore, this poem also helps me process the years of traumatic stories I have heard from my patients and loved ones.
Personifying Trauma
Violated school-aged body
a childhood robbed
of innocence
a voice silenced
by familial predators
hyperviligance is
her shadow
Violated adolescent body
an internal dialogue
stained with guilt
a numbing shower
dripping with disgust
avoidance is
his defense
Violated adult body
a celebrated libation
tainted with
rapacious roofie
an invalidating bed
soaked with
nightmares
dissociation is
their friend
No! Stop! Me too!
a dormant
lexicon awakens
a cathartic chair
provides sanctuary
and speaks
truth
Dr Clark is an outpatient psychiatrist at Prisma Health-Upstate and clinical associate professor at the University of South Carolina School of Medicine, Greenville. He served on the American Psychiatric Association’s Task Force to Address Structural Racism Throughout Psychiatry, and he currently serves as the Diversity and Inclusion section editor and advisory board member for Psychiatric TimesTM.